Monday, April 19, 2010

blackberry pie

Start with some ready made pie crusts, you'll just be needing one,1/3 C sugar, 3-4 TBS  flour, pinch of salt, and most importantly 2-3 Cups of blackberries.


Then combine being careful not to break the blackberries.


Unroll the pie crust into your pie dish.


Pour ingredients from bowl into crust and add 2 TBS of cubed cold butter on the top.


Fold edges of pie crust over the filling. Brush either milk, whipping cream, or half & half on the exposed crust and then sprinkle with sugar.


Bake in preheated oven at 350 unil edges are golden brown and filling is bubbling.


Enjoy! (as you can see I did because i dug in before I remembered to take a picture!)

Monday, April 5, 2010

my dear friend Laur' el

I was "matched up" with Laurel and 2 others in Fall 2003 to be the "random" roommate to make up the 4th in a 4 bedroom apartment when I decided to transfer to University of Arizona my sophmore year. Moving to Tucson, AZ not knowing anybody, never living more than 2 hours from home and now I was a 14 hour drive, and starting a new school, I could not have been happier when I met Laurel and found out she was going to be my roommate (and on my side of the apartment)! We hit it off and bonded very quickly which has led to a lifelong friendship.

We have spent numerous hours talking about nothing and everything, celebrating birthdays (including my 21st birthday in picture below)

a 4th of July celebration in Tucson

and Newport Beach

many nights out on the town in Tucson, Pheonix, and Newport Beach

a trip to Disneyland,

a New Years Eve in San Francisco

and one going away party to celebrate new adventures in New York for Miss Laurel! We all came together to celebrate our friendship with a wonderful woman that we will miss having on the west coast. I know that I cannot wait to visit her in New York and know we will have many long-distance phone conversations in our future! I have been so lucky to have such a dear friend in my life and look forward to all that New York has in store for her! Love you Laurel and "see you later"!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

happy easter


Easter, is a time of growth, reconsiliation, and hope, but it is also a special time of the year for my family. April 5th, 1995 (the day after Easter this year) my older sister Lauren left this earth to dance with the angels. This year marks 15 years since she has been in a better place yet that day still seems like yesterday.


This Easter will not include church, an Easter egg hunt with lottery tickets in the eggs, chocolate (ok, well maybe this one cause what day or night shift is complete without this), a floral Spring dress, my family, yummy homemade brunch, or gin fizzes...nope, this year I will be working my first full shift back on my unit after being out for a few weeks and then only on partial duty for two weeks. I am praying that coming back on Easter is a sign that I will not have a relapse in my pain. I say that despite that fact that I have not been a good practicing Catholic/ Christian recently. Maybe, just maybe, this Easter season I will be inspired to find a church in San Diego to attend? 

I want to wish everyone and their family a very Happy Easter!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

proud of this girl

I CANNOT say that it has been easy for this girl, that we have always gotten along, or that I have always understood everything going on, but.... I CAN say that I have always loved her, tried my best to be supportive in her healing and growth, and only wanted the utmost BEST life for her!
She adds joy and laughter to my life. I am PROUD of her for the baby steps, for the courage, her strength, and efforts toward a great future! You know when you have that feeling in your gut (at yoga we call it our 'core center')?... well I have that feeling for this special girl and I see a new, bright beginning in her future! I love you and will continue to stand by your side!
I see it like this budding runnuncula; it doesn't go from a seed to a flower or even a bud to a flower in one day. Layer by layer it opens to reveal its wonder!

going "green"

What easy steps have I done and what easy steps can you do to have an "green" home and live an "green" life?

Remove Toxins: Use natural cleaning products to clean your home. I have choosen to use products from Melaleuca online company for wellness. I also purchase my vitamins and some food products from this site as well and even better they get sent to my home. If you are interested in joining Melaleuca let me know!

Leave your shoes at the door: I know you would not want to go lay down on a public sidewalk or road, so why would you want to drag in all that dirt and germs into your home that you walk around barefoot in. Super easy, just takes a little while to train you guests to do the same.


Use a reusable water bottle: Place your filtered tap water from a Brita (or other similar product) filter into a reuseable water bottle. Mine is from Target and has a wonderful flip top to display the mouth piece; it has become a family favorite. Using a reusable water bottle helps reduce unnecessary plastic and packaging waste.

Go to your local farmers market: Get familiar with your local farmers market. Buying local means the food has traveled less to get to you thus has more nutrients and has used less energy to get to your home. Try to bring your reusable bags or and of your old bags from the grocery store to the farmers market and or the grocery store.

Buy Organic: Organic foods and food companies are becoming more mainstream which is great because it brings down the price (a common deterent for many people in buying organic products). Organic means you are not adding pestisides and chemicals to your body that are NOT REAL FOOD and can have harmful effects down the road. My theory is that I would rather spend a tiny bit more now that pay for the health problems later.

Grow your own herbs and vegetables: I don't live in a big apartment or have a large patio but all you need is a small piece of soil in your yard or a small patio to put some pots on to grow your herbs and some vegetables, even better it is very easy to have organic when you grow it yourself. This is also a great way thing you can get your children involved in and it helps to teach them where our food is coming from as well as will make it more likely for them to eat their vegetable if they grew them. I am currently attempting to grow a cherry tomato bush, strawberries, sage, rosemary, oregano, and from seeds: basil, cilantro, Italian parsley, chives, arugula and 2 other kinds of lettuce. The seedlings are sprouting and the lettuce is almost ready to transplant into a larger planter box. I look forward to being able to enjoy my own fresh, home grown herbs and vegetables.

Turn off the lights: When you leave a room and especially when you leave the house turn off the lights you are not using. Once it is a habbit you won't even have to think about it.

Keep it unpluged: Keep applicanes unplugged that you maybe use only occassionaly or once daily. This and the suggestion above will bring down your energy costs and they are just so easy!

Use cloth: Use old rags or torn up shirts for cleaning and then toss them in the laundry after. This will help reduce lots of paper towel use. You can also use dish towels for drying your hands and on the counter for your handwashables, cloth napkins at dinner which you can wash once a week or when they get soiled, and washable fabric mop head that can be reused instead of those synthetic disposible products.

Recycle: It's not hard to find a place under your sink, in a cabinent, or closet for a old paper grocery bag to place all your recycleables in. Mine seems to mainly fill up with all that junk mail that I wish they wouldn't send me. Once full you can then bring it to your apartment or home recycling container. Some grocery stores also have recycling centers if your home or apartment does not offer recycling. Recycling my recycleables reduces the waste that I am contributing to our land fills and that makes me feel great!

What other green lifestyle ways do you partake in or can you think of? I am always interested in new ideas to living an green life and creating an green home.